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emily - i am writing you now because i will have a terrible and long day at work tomorrow. i know youve been watching out for me there, i've got daisies as my computer background, they always help me think of you when things go wrong and i think of how silly it is that i get upset at certain things, and know that things will get better. you know i want to do more in your name but i dont, but i think about you all the time. i am moving to MD in a month, finally - i really should wait another two months when timing would be better, but whats the point? you would tell me that i am not going to look back in a month and say "gee i wish i stayed in my old miserable life another two months so i'd have some extra cash." i talked about lots of life things with lauren the other night, and i never got to talk about things like that with you but i feel that you know my heart just the same. i felt you at commencement on friday night too, the air was charged and the empty space next to me was filled with you. i hope your family is comforted tomorrow and tonight too. they miss you terribly but are so blessed to be surrounded by you at the same time. i know you were partying with us saturday night at ashleys, we had soo much fun! we are all so thrilled by her and sam's engagement, i cant wait to see where the wedding plans go!

well please tell my granny i said hello, and my grandpa and kitty cat nicholas too. also please help me make this decision about miami this weekend, i am really struggling. i love you and miss you, and hope everything tomorrow is good!

love megan